tonight was very fun.

its terribly amusing to see people outside (read: high) of the usual environment (read: school) you see them in.

i never knew one person could have so much puke inside him, incidentally.

free drinks are a very good thing.
all the more so when its good shit.

every time we go out we'll invariably end up bitching and gossiping about people. its terrible, but also terribly fun!

i say terrible a lot.
looks like kibble. which sounds funny.

when i drink, and get high, on one hand i'm pretty sure i can control myself - as in i know i'm high, and it seems like if i wanted/needed to, i could turn it off and be completely sober again. but of course its far more fun to just let go, and be all happy and laughly (as my computing teacher in vj would say). so although i *think* i can control my behaviour when i drink, i don't actually do it.

hmm. did that make very much sense?
past 5. tired. much whisky sloshing around inside me.

if i don't like someone, i'll let it show - i'm not one to tolerate idiots. on one hand i think its good to be straightforward - wouldn't it be worse if someone didn't like you, yet acted all nice-oh-we're-peachy-keen to you, but as soon as you're gone started bitching about you? but yet i'm sure it isn't very good, to be outright nasty to someone, is it? people sometimes tell me i'm really mean, and...i don't know - ought i to be keeping my feelings to myself?

i'd like to think that people like me enough that even if they think i'm being really nasty to a particular person, lance is still a great guy because he's nice and shit in most other ways so that's ok. but that would just be being shameless.

i really ought to be more selective about who i let go in front of.

my clique are very fun people.
too bad we're all going to fail our exams, though.
bummer.

i need to get a cable for my phone so i can upload photos to my comp.

i wonder if i'll wake up tomorrow and re-read this entry and decide its too personal and delete it. hrm. in any case i certainly won't be up before 2. mmm.

sleep.

&$@)*&#!^ red light cameras!