exam playlist:

under pressure - my chemical romance & the used
wrapped up in books - belle & sebastian
slow suicide - jamison parker
failure by design - brand new
fuck this shit - belle & sebastian
the drowning years - the delgados
sugar, we're going down - fall out boy
the state i am in - belle & sebastian
one way ticket to hell - the darkness
losing hope - jack johnson
a lack of colour - death cab for cutie



in other news, my last exam is in 3 and a half hours and i've never been this unprepared for an exam in my life before. it ought to be worrying me a lot more than it is, really - why do you think i'm here for the first time in more than a month again?

i'm not sure whether this is a good thing or bad.

ah well, 2.5 hours of bizlawblah and then 's all over and then its half price champagne time, babyyyy!

ugh what am i doing here. i've got tons of work to do.

no wait that's precisely the reason i'm typing this now - because i've got tons of work to do. not that i'm actually going to do it after i finish this entry, actually.

blech. very tired! sian! i want term to be overrrrr! my profs suck.


bah. hah all that up there didn't sound like me, did it!

hmm i've not watched tv for ages. not that there's really anything worth watching, though. this season of the amazing race looks to be rather boring. family edition schmamily edition. why don't they bring scrubs back! or show whose line at a more sane timeslot! or bring in coupling!

why why why like thattttt! *whine*


wednesdays are officially menotti days. whole-menu one-for-ones are wonderful things. and i just realised they have all day breakfast! did anyone say frittataaaaa? risotto is a wonderful mid-afternoon snack. pick-n-bite can take their shite deep-fried miscellaneity, mash it up into miscellaneous oily crunchy particles, and deep fry that!

i hate researching for projeks.
i hate profs who think i'm serious when i'm joking - how can anyone be that stupid!
i hate my modules.

i hate that i hate so many things!

but hmm its not all bad.

i love menotti!
i love my klassmates! (even if they're going to wax my legs. or maybe because they're going to wax my legs! hur hur hur.)


it sucks that having so much work weighing on the back of your mind means that you can never really relax! i can't even let myself sleep in on days when i don't have to wake up for class. ugh. ok ok stop whining keep swimming stop whining keep swimming.

this is so not me!
yet it is me - i love rambling! and disjointed mumblings!


crap why am i wasting time typing this at home. i should have done this in MA just now instead of spacing out. at least then class would have been a constructive use of my time.

peter gammon is a pervy old man!

hah well enough rambling off to stare at my textbooks for 2 minutes before i get distracted and go surf webbies and stare at my textbooks and get distracted and look who's on msn and stare at my textbooks and get distracted and get a snack (must get display-ready-abs by halloween!) and stare at my textbooks and get distracted... ...

i'm going to get fat.

oh no. how to pass ippt like this.

tonight was very fun.

its terribly amusing to see people outside (read: high) of the usual environment (read: school) you see them in.

i never knew one person could have so much puke inside him, incidentally.

free drinks are a very good thing.
all the more so when its good shit.

every time we go out we'll invariably end up bitching and gossiping about people. its terrible, but also terribly fun!

i say terrible a lot.
looks like kibble. which sounds funny.

when i drink, and get high, on one hand i'm pretty sure i can control myself - as in i know i'm high, and it seems like if i wanted/needed to, i could turn it off and be completely sober again. but of course its far more fun to just let go, and be all happy and laughly (as my computing teacher in vj would say). so although i *think* i can control my behaviour when i drink, i don't actually do it.

hmm. did that make very much sense?
past 5. tired. much whisky sloshing around inside me.

if i don't like someone, i'll let it show - i'm not one to tolerate idiots. on one hand i think its good to be straightforward - wouldn't it be worse if someone didn't like you, yet acted all nice-oh-we're-peachy-keen to you, but as soon as you're gone started bitching about you? but yet i'm sure it isn't very good, to be outright nasty to someone, is it? people sometimes tell me i'm really mean, and...i don't know - ought i to be keeping my feelings to myself?

i'd like to think that people like me enough that even if they think i'm being really nasty to a particular person, lance is still a great guy because he's nice and shit in most other ways so that's ok. but that would just be being shameless.

i really ought to be more selective about who i let go in front of.

my clique are very fun people.
too bad we're all going to fail our exams, though.
bummer.

i need to get a cable for my phone so i can upload photos to my comp.

i wonder if i'll wake up tomorrow and re-read this entry and decide its too personal and delete it. hrm. in any case i certainly won't be up before 2. mmm.

sleep.

&$@)*&#!^ red light cameras!

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